Assalamualaikum :)
•Tuesday 13 March 2012
Hye there :)
this picture just intro sikit for myself in 2012 since rasa macam dah lama gila tak update. haha. sorrylah, kinna busy right now. plusly i dah online dekat phone so bile2 dapat cekau broadband barulah dapat online and update blog :)
Syukur alhamdulillah dengan nikmat yang Allah bagi kepadaku untuk terus berbakti kepadanya. just wanna share, everybody can change maybe some of it into a better person or maybe worse. this thigs happen to me, both of it. to da worse, and to da better. for now alhamdulillah to the better. remember, Allah sentiasa bagi peluang dekat semua hambanya tidak kira tempat dan waktu.
Rasanya tidak perlulah i story all of the incident that makes me wanna change but seriously, we dont know what will happen to us in future. add up skrg bnyaklah sangat kes manusia meninggal dalam cara yg sangat aib, which it brings me a lot of trauma since i've done a lot of bad things before. the moment you cry on what u did before, ask to Allah to forgive you, its just a sad moment. really. but manusia, siapa yg tak buat silap right, everyone did. for me, its sokay to make mistake, then you ask for forgiveness. and remember, no matter how much that person had change, they can never be PERFECT :)
When i think it over, theres so much stupid mistakes that i have done. every moment i teringat, just said Astaghfirullah.... but Alhamdulillah most of family and friends still support me. but also got some of them give a negative impression which i dont care bout them, mati nanti bukannya aku sama kubur dengan kau right. but in this year i think kind of banyak ujian i have to get through. losing friends, or a friend that i trust is the most pain. but Allah itu Maha Berkuasa, i know one day theres a hikmah for this. maybe for now that oerson is not a good example to me. and guess what? i still have to move on life !
One more thing, i wanna make myself straight about no more 'seseorang' in my life. i think that thing did not bring any benefit to me for now. now, i just have to concentrate on my study and do the best. Insyaallah, i hope along all of my way, i;m gonna make it. i also hope my faith to Allah will never end. i;ve been so thankful to get this miracle and i hope that friend can change into someone that i know in da first place.
Okay guys, i think thats all. Insyaallah i'll always pray to all of my family, friends, relative and all all lah. hehe. May Allah always bless all of you. have a nice day and keep faith. Assalamualaikum :)