Who is Tengku Firdaus Asyraf.....
•Sunday 29 January 2012
It took me a lot of strength to do this you know. Really2. So sorry for this entry myself tak mampu nak letak his picture because it really breaks my heart. just call him Fir is enough. Hes such a great boy you know, so kind, loving, and hes kinna everything to me after my family. Actually if nak tulis satu2 bout our memories together i bet mmg takkan habis. just enjoy some of it guys :)
Mmg tak dinafikan kitorg kenal really at young age. masa form 3 i think, sama2 main hockey at that time. i'm as the captain, so do him. argue punya argue at last ktorg rapatlah sangat2 until everything we do together. hes being such a great friends to me. eventhough his family is so damn rich but diorang totally tak kedekut and so nice. things going smooth even after my Abah had gone. daddy Fir had help me so much when i was in school. plusly ayah dia take me as his adopt daughter.
Suddenly on one fine day Fir collapsed in front of me with a lot of blood. at first hes hiding and said he was okay. but hes not. hes got brain tumor. after all things yang uji me, himself and his family, the surgery succeed. hes free from that tumor. we all felt so happy because Fir is back. kitorg also selalu perform together, i had so nice time with him. hes kinna bring back my life after my Abah had gone. things being fine sampailah habis SPM.
Its da time when he has to flyy oversea to further his study. Seriously, i'm sad but we hav to go ahead for our future. everybody does. Suddenly when i was onmyway to Raub with my sis, that day my heart pounding so fast sampai rasa nak menangis gila2. i sendiri taktau why i felt that way. then i call Firs brother and he said Fir is GONE. i was like, dia pergi mana ? and his brother cakap, hes gone Tiha, kitorg baru je nak call. And at that time, Allah jelah tau how hurt i am. that feels when my Abah had gone datang balik. it hurts so much like i can die. now its been about a year and i will not forget him. like i said, dia sangat2 lah baik and i dont know, sometimes i felt that mmg i would never met a guy like him.
After all that things, rupanya mmg dia sorokkan yg he had that disease. that surgery didnt even make him better. dia taknak bgtau people around him because of he doesnt want to see all that tears just for him. siapa yg sanggup buat all that for the one they love ? whatever it is, trust me, hes the most amazing one that i've ever met in my life :)
Mmg tak dinafikan kitorg kenal really at young age. masa form 3 i think, sama2 main hockey at that time. i'm as the captain, so do him. argue punya argue at last ktorg rapatlah sangat2 until everything we do together. hes being such a great friends to me. eventhough his family is so damn rich but diorang totally tak kedekut and so nice. things going smooth even after my Abah had gone. daddy Fir had help me so much when i was in school. plusly ayah dia take me as his adopt daughter.
Suddenly on one fine day Fir collapsed in front of me with a lot of blood. at first hes hiding and said he was okay. but hes not. hes got brain tumor. after all things yang uji me, himself and his family, the surgery succeed. hes free from that tumor. we all felt so happy because Fir is back. kitorg also selalu perform together, i had so nice time with him. hes kinna bring back my life after my Abah had gone. things being fine sampailah habis SPM.
Its da time when he has to flyy oversea to further his study. Seriously, i'm sad but we hav to go ahead for our future. everybody does. Suddenly when i was onmyway to Raub with my sis, that day my heart pounding so fast sampai rasa nak menangis gila2. i sendiri taktau why i felt that way. then i call Firs brother and he said Fir is GONE. i was like, dia pergi mana ? and his brother cakap, hes gone Tiha, kitorg baru je nak call. And at that time, Allah jelah tau how hurt i am. that feels when my Abah had gone datang balik. it hurts so much like i can die. now its been about a year and i will not forget him. like i said, dia sangat2 lah baik and i dont know, sometimes i felt that mmg i would never met a guy like him.
After all that things, rupanya mmg dia sorokkan yg he had that disease. that surgery didnt even make him better. dia taknak bgtau people around him because of he doesnt want to see all that tears just for him. siapa yg sanggup buat all that for the one they love ? whatever it is, trust me, hes the most amazing one that i've ever met in my life :)