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•Thursday 19 January 2012
assalamualaikum...
Sorylah tersangat2 kerana lama gila tak update entry ni. biaselah, life as a student we cannot describe as a piece of cake :D even my class taklah sepack org lain, but student is still a student right. okaylah actually now di pagi hari time cuti. semua org dok buang taik mate melayan perasaan di pagi hari plus plus dengan hujan2 sejuk macam ni mmg syooookkk ah. haha. but i dont know, lately banyak gila benda yg always come in my mind until i nak tidur susah and bangun mesti awal unless if i'm super tired on that day.
Nak kata prob pasal family, rasenya takde pun. All being fine. Mybe got some prob kita tak boleh story in public right. About LOVE ? lagilah takda. my storm tu pun, kalau tak online, mmg takde org nak text. like seriously kadang2 in a week tu adelah 'boypren' aku hanta text. which is HOTLINK. wahahahaha. sampai on one point, i jadi macam malaslah nak in love ni, seriously tired dengan guy yang macam entahlah.
Until today, i sendiri totally tak faham ape yg a guy nak in their life when it comes to pick a girl or whatever. they are just complicated, taktaulah if diorg memilih sangat. for every girls, sape yang taknak being in love, somebody to take care of, loving2 right. including me. but bila fikir balik benda yang make us hurt, even myself jadi macam malas. kadang2 tu ada orang flirt with us, girl biaselah, cepat cair and love tu mesti ada even sikit right. but lastly, end up that boy just nak mainkan kita and all of sudden dah tak contact. agak shit jugaklah guy macam tu. takyah cakap orang lain lah, even myself dah banyak kali kena macam ni.
Seriously if nak taip pasal benda ni until bila pun tak habis but this is the main topic that always come in my mind. biaselah, siapa suka being alone right. even kita ada ramai kawan, feeling wanna be in love tu mesti ada. jangan nak kelentonglah nak ckap we dont need a boy or whatever, i believe every human being even animals wanna being in love. right ? but for this moment for myself, just believe in fate. if ada, adelah. if takde, takdelah. Allah SWT always be there with us right :)
Kalaulah nak ikutkan problem dalam dunia ni until bila2 pun tak pernah habis. maybe we just need to sit down, take a breath and deal with it. face it with your bare hand. even for myself, for girls, we never separate with tears. thats the main thing. eventhough my Abah had passed away for about 3years, the pain is still there. remains same and will never changed. same as other pain that we have right. so whatever it is, face it with smile. thats the best way :)
This is just what did i feel lately and dont take heart for it. wish the best for you guys and insyaallah i'll update more soon. take care, XOXO
Nak kata prob pasal family, rasenya takde pun. All being fine. Mybe got some prob kita tak boleh story in public right. About LOVE ? lagilah takda. my storm tu pun, kalau tak online, mmg takde org nak text. like seriously kadang2 in a week tu adelah 'boypren' aku hanta text. which is HOTLINK. wahahahaha. sampai on one point, i jadi macam malaslah nak in love ni, seriously tired dengan guy yang macam entahlah.
Until today, i sendiri totally tak faham ape yg a guy nak in their life when it comes to pick a girl or whatever. they are just complicated, taktaulah if diorg memilih sangat. for every girls, sape yang taknak being in love, somebody to take care of, loving2 right. including me. but bila fikir balik benda yang make us hurt, even myself jadi macam malas. kadang2 tu ada orang flirt with us, girl biaselah, cepat cair and love tu mesti ada even sikit right. but lastly, end up that boy just nak mainkan kita and all of sudden dah tak contact. agak shit jugaklah guy macam tu. takyah cakap orang lain lah, even myself dah banyak kali kena macam ni.
Seriously if nak taip pasal benda ni until bila pun tak habis but this is the main topic that always come in my mind. biaselah, siapa suka being alone right. even kita ada ramai kawan, feeling wanna be in love tu mesti ada. jangan nak kelentonglah nak ckap we dont need a boy or whatever, i believe every human being even animals wanna being in love. right ? but for this moment for myself, just believe in fate. if ada, adelah. if takde, takdelah. Allah SWT always be there with us right :)
Kalaulah nak ikutkan problem dalam dunia ni until bila2 pun tak pernah habis. maybe we just need to sit down, take a breath and deal with it. face it with your bare hand. even for myself, for girls, we never separate with tears. thats the main thing. eventhough my Abah had passed away for about 3years, the pain is still there. remains same and will never changed. same as other pain that we have right. so whatever it is, face it with smile. thats the best way :)
This is just what did i feel lately and dont take heart for it. wish the best for you guys and insyaallah i'll update more soon. take care, XOXO