•Saturday 15 September 2012
Just..... Enjoy haha :)
•Saturday 15 September 2012
Just..... Enjoy haha :) |
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what I feel , what I wish, what I want :)
•Thursday 28 June 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
Its early in the morning and suddenly i want to tell like a lot of things that i cant express it to other person. which is if this moment came, actually i'm feeling down about something or i dont know, its just hard. haihh. lately bila dah masuk part 3, and officially as i'm already in Dungun, alhamdulillah things was just fine here. memang tak dapat nak diungkap dengan kata-kata or whatever again bila my family bagi kereta as my own. i'm so glad to have this understanding family. But lately my heart always not in peace which is i dont know why. maybe i'm thinking too much about my performance for this sem. staying outside is fun with all my girls but part of it, i'm scared that i'm not be able gonna do it. for seriously, i dont wanna let my family plusly my ma down with my grades. so far yes alhamdulillah i'm able to get good score in exam even its not that really flying colours but like my angah said, i've done my all best based on my condition now. i dont know why i'm so glad when she said that. Having Along and Angah , this both of my sister, maybe they didnt know how much i admire them. as fo along, shes have been so tough, facing all of this after abah had gone. seeing her always take care of us, in that strong face, kerja tak kira siang or malam, actually its breaking my heart. same goes to angah. muka pernat balik kerja tu, yes sometimes i just hold my tears back. you know why, because things like that make me lagilah wanna do my best here and i wanna help my family too. adik tau, maybe i'm like so manja nak itu ini dengan you guys, merengek2 or always want more, but i'm sorry, its just me. but i hope that you guys know, i'm doing all my best here. really. As for both of my beloved cousin which is Ain and Fitri. this both people also had encouraged me to do better in life. diorang sangat amazing, always have good result in exam, memang dari kecik my goal selalu nak kalahkan diorang. hehe. diorang dah jadi macam my benchmark. plusly ain yang amek same course as me, then shes gonna continue her degree soon after she got her fastrack, fitri also dengan course dia yang sangat susah tu, i just admire them. My ma, beloved mommy. shes just...AMAZING. really. facing all this times, like 4years without abah, i dont think anyone can do that. how i wish i can be as strong as she is. as for my lil brother, kimi chan, i'm always wanna show him this life is not easy. yes maybe kimi still young well of course hes only 13 now , and maybe hes gonna be a lot stronger than i am since abah left us when he was just 9years old, but whatever it is, i wanna set a good example as his sister. so far alhamdulillah i think he understand well. Now its Abah. this person is super awesome which always be number one in my heart. i cant describe how amazing he is. i just wanna be like him, no matter how much amazing people out there, they cant beat my abah. like seriously. but how i wish you were here and see that adik totally different now abah. dah hilang dah adik yang always lembik, lemah and kuat menangis tu. how i have move on facing this world with sweet smile on my face and doing all that jokes to make everyone happy. but the pain that i got , the situation how i got when i hear that you gone, never gone in my mind. that was a really horror dream for me. but i know abah, adik dah dapat fikir, this is all fate. maybe before this adik tak redha, which im not matchured at that time, but i am now. alhamdulillah... this all incident that happen in my life, people would never understand. no one will do. the pain that i feel and all that stuff. but i am so thankful my family always support me in anything i do. i have more than enough. hmm thats all i think. just do your best, be cute all the time ya ? :D okay then, assalamualaikum
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holiday holiday !
•Wednesday 13 June 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
obviously dah seminggu dah pun class start and baru je nak update pasal apa I buat this whole holiday which is 2months or lebih i guess. hmm . life without bestie is kinna, like urgh jugaklah kan. but i've spend it wisely i think. okay the first thing i do is KERJA. cant believe that im actually working. but wanna know, DUA hari je okay. DUA. hahaha. dekat mana apa semua takpayah cerita lah, kinda my bad stupid dummeh things evah ! then at 4th May i went to Broga Hill with haedar. gosh dekat sana memang cantik okay. naik awal pagi and then enjoy the beautiful scene, waiting for sunrise. its the voomm weh. like so romantic and nice. then at....cant remember the date lah haha. pergi Sunway Lagoon with ma beloved family yaw. punya excited lah aku along and angah nak buat surprise dekat kimi konon. nak kelentong sorang cakap nak pergi air terjun, this side cakap nak pergi PD. haha. but it was funnhh ! masuk2 je terus snap gambar apa semua, memang ramai tajyah cerita because yelah cuti sekolah right. dah puas telan air apa semua, dengan makanan air 100plus yang 2.00 sebotol pun jadi 5.00 sebotol, aiskrim dua scoop yang 2.00 jadi 6.00, kami pun keluaq. then heading to scream park. HAAA yang ini lawak. memang lawak. haha. Aku ni jenis memang love love scary things, cerita hantu tu hadaplah sorang2 takpa, best. then masa masuk scream park ni adik yang lembut ni jugaklah leading nya. and guess what kimi chaan penakut rupanya. duk peluk aku sampai nak terlompat atas badan. haha. yang group along , angah, kak nurul, abg nano and abang separate from us. haa ape lagi menjerit lah bagai. for me scream park tu biase je since i like that kinna all stuff so kinna not big deal to me. heeee then, adventure park. haaa yang ni boleh tahan. dia punya game semua not bad but adelah satu dua game i drag kak nurul sekali pegi dah since semua orang taknak naik. yelah dah bayar mahal2 taknak naik kan. pastu ade jugak haiwan2 best, then i meet my croco ! wahah malas pulak nak letak picture banyak2 sebab lembaaaaappsss. hehe. haa then ade jambatan gantung tu kan ? thats not cool man, not cool. benci weh benciiii. rasa macam nak menangis, yelah orang gayat kan. haaah. memang merangkak yolah kojo den haha. then im babysitting apan ! ohh this demok memang superb comel. sampai termimpi mimpi bila dah balik haha. makan kuat, tidur kuat, kencing kuat, main kuat . haihhh. bersengkang mata mashu jaga apaan mok ;p the rest cuti ? makan minum tidur ehem ehem jelah. just spend the day with the loved ones kan. now im back in Dungung. serious tak best. but. dah malas nak cakap pasal Dungun. okaylah thats all i think. bubye :D
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Fashionista !
•Friday 27 April 2012
Assalamualaikum my dear lovely dearest friends, family and all all lah hehe. bersyukur ke hadrat illahi masih diberi peluang untuk meneruskan perjuangan di muka bumi ini. topik kita hari ini adalah fashion ye anak-anak. haha. actually myself ni takdelah hot sentap sangat nak pakai all that branded stuff apa semua. hehe. asalkan comfortable and gorgeous is enough for me.
Type of style that i like is variaty. ikut mood on that day. if rasa macam nak feminine, feminine lah dia. if nak rock da baby, rock da baby lah dia haha. but mostly stall yang jadi my attention selalunya Padini, Roxy, Vincci, Cotton On, Kitschen, and bla bla bla. so lets check it outtt :)
Maaflah if muka over excited sebab thats just me, suka gelak. haha. and tak berapa reti nak amek gamba muka model yang masam tapi hot tuu. haha. this feminine style i love it sebab yelah, i'm a girl right, with all the accessories, pashmina. just love it muchie muchie :D
Both dekat atas ni kire macam yang i selalu pakailah if nak hangout, sarung jacket or cardigen, colourful shawl. i love this kind of style because its simple but nice heehe :)
Dress. hmm actually jarang pakai cmni . unless if ada event besar like dinner, or hangout dekat taman ke, sebab nama pun dress. i pulak jenis nak pergi everywhere memang selalu guna public transport. so payah laa sikit. heheh
Okay ! i think thats enough. for me kita yang pakai tudung ni pun can look gorgeous right. even myself sendiri baru lagi into all this things but i know people deserves second chances right. faham faham lah sendiri. so lets us be hotties and live your life happily. have a good day and assalamualaikum :)
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Let us gossip2 :D
•Thursday 5 April 2012
HAHA
actually takde big topic for this entry. guess what . now i'm alone dekat mcd while everyone was with ramai2 and so so sooo whateverrrrr. haha. like i care weh (even act i am) haha. kejap kejap. lately ramai pulak dok usha my blog. haha . nak perasan sikeeettt. even tough nothing interesting in here just wanna saayy thankss yaww. love you guys muchie muchie. hikhik nmpak tak si tembam ni ? haha. name saye Arfaaann. hes soo duper duper cutee dohh ! so tembam which bila jumpa dia mesti rasa macam gila nak gigit kot ! haha. but for serious hes cute weehh tak tipu. ini perempuan nama dia Putri Noor Tiara bt Che Yeo Megat. nama gila nak panjang weh, hahaha. forr now, shes the most my closest frend in Uitm Dungun. pergi mana2 mmg berdua je. cukup if i say bila one of us not together orang tanya lah. haha. si Ara ni i panggil HIPPO. haha which she calls me MOO. entahlah out of sudden that cute name datang. dia ni manja actually but if with me i said dont be manja manja with me okay because in family i pun adik and manja . so thats why i selalu tak layan. haha. shes nice, always laugh with me and her behave boleh buat aku gelak lah. i love to gossiping and i didnt fake when i'm with her. btw love u so muchie hippo. muah muah laa wa kasi lu haha. Okay okay. now i wanna merepek. i think a lot had happened to myself. i mean the new me ni. which i dont expect. si fatihah sekarang a lot stronger. oke for example like if before ade problem je i love to cry like non stop okay. like really. like a real baby just born ! and then banyaklah benda tak elok i will try to reduce my stress by having fun. which is sangat teruk and i will never mention it. but but but now kan if ade prob i dah pandai cari al-quran, berzikir, or find myself a way to reduce it. and mostly i will just cry slowly when selesai solat, the moment we berdoa to Allah. at that time. bukannya i want to be proud or what, its just i dnt expect i can be much better :) okay now lets story pasal job. haritu i kerja for just two days. dekat one of this fast food lah. which like serious i give up. okayla i admit i mmg tak reti nak buat all that stuff. mane biase. yelah, dulu maid ada, driver ada, abah ada. i dont need all that. but we know future changes right. but whatever it is i remember my frens Putri Noor Tiara (hippo gemok ) told me that, atleast u try babe than nothing. i love that . thanks rara ! heheh Hmm for serious i miss my perform moment. like gila2 kot. yelah, thats my dream, i even dreaming aout to make concert tribute to all Brunooos song one day. but idk, that dreams seems to be just like a real dream at night. huh, i just dont know. just hope theres still a chance for me to do it :) For now cuti sem dua bulan weh dua bulan. what am i gonna do. i think just stay at home with my family and spend time with them, thats more better way to do. kerja ni merepek je (aiceh adahal kerja jugak) haha. kidding. hey siapa suka reading ? no one ke weh ? ohmaigodd i love reading haha. its just an excitement weh. whatever it is lah happened in your life, or what u love, just face it weh. dont care about others. amal ibadah tu penting untuk bekalan akhirat. nak have fun boleh, tak salah pun but got the correct way to do it proper right. i love this saying because it reminds myself too. okay i think nothing more to merepek about haha. see you guys soon. Assalamualaikum :) |
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Assalamualaikum :)
•Tuesday 13 March 2012
Hye there :) this picture just intro sikit for myself in 2012 since rasa macam dah lama gila tak update. haha. sorrylah, kinna busy right now. plusly i dah online dekat phone so bile2 dapat cekau broadband barulah dapat online and update blog :) Syukur alhamdulillah dengan nikmat yang Allah bagi kepadaku untuk terus berbakti kepadanya. just wanna share, everybody can change maybe some of it into a better person or maybe worse. this thigs happen to me, both of it. to da worse, and to da better. for now alhamdulillah to the better. remember, Allah sentiasa bagi peluang dekat semua hambanya tidak kira tempat dan waktu. Rasanya tidak perlulah i story all of the incident that makes me wanna change but seriously, we dont know what will happen to us in future. add up skrg bnyaklah sangat kes manusia meninggal dalam cara yg sangat aib, which it brings me a lot of trauma since i've done a lot of bad things before. the moment you cry on what u did before, ask to Allah to forgive you, its just a sad moment. really. but manusia, siapa yg tak buat silap right, everyone did. for me, its sokay to make mistake, then you ask for forgiveness. and remember, no matter how much that person had change, they can never be PERFECT :) When i think it over, theres so much stupid mistakes that i have done. every moment i teringat, just said Astaghfirullah.... but Alhamdulillah most of family and friends still support me. but also got some of them give a negative impression which i dont care bout them, mati nanti bukannya aku sama kubur dengan kau right. but in this year i think kind of banyak ujian i have to get through. losing friends, or a friend that i trust is the most pain. but Allah itu Maha Berkuasa, i know one day theres a hikmah for this. maybe for now that oerson is not a good example to me. and guess what? i still have to move on life ! One more thing, i wanna make myself straight about no more 'seseorang' in my life. i think that thing did not bring any benefit to me for now. now, i just have to concentrate on my study and do the best. Insyaallah, i hope along all of my way, i;m gonna make it. i also hope my faith to Allah will never end. i;ve been so thankful to get this miracle and i hope that friend can change into someone that i know in da first place. Okay guys, i think thats all. Insyaallah i'll always pray to all of my family, friends, relative and all all lah. hehe. May Allah always bless all of you. have a nice day and keep faith. Assalamualaikum :) |
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•Saturday 15 September 2012
Just..... Enjoy haha :) |
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Ujian ujian ujian !
•Saturday 4 August 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
ehem ehem, berhabuk dah rasanya blog ini, haha. haih basalah, since dah ada twitter, almost everything i keep on uptodate there. agak2 terasa macam okay, nak writing moment, barulah mintak dengan rara mok, pinjam broakbangg ! haha. and, as i mention before, im in Part 3 now. tapi rasanya semester ni agak banyak ujian terhadapku, wuwu. sedih actually but jom kite stoly moly ah :D firsstttttlyyyyyyy . GASTRIK + CHERRY BERRY. perghhhhh. gentle wa cakap sama lu, tersangat lah seksa and and this two penyakit rasa macam takde jalan keluar. and guess what, im loosing my weight until 5kg. nampak tak terseksa disitu ? fuh, sangat ! that moment bila every night at 3 or 4am dia attack, macam dah jadi rutin seharian. kadang2 tu dah jadi biasa sampai masuk toilet pun boleh menyanyi menyanyi. haha. now time bulan puasa an, lagilah teruji. tapi whatever it is, still kena sabar right. Allah nak uji :) actually myself sendiri taktau what are the causes, and the way to solve it. pantang tu mmg ada tapi we as teenagers, nak pulak tahan lama2 kan, gila takda life nak control makan, ini itu tak boleh. that so not me. ikutkan lah, myself ni lah yang paling susah nak dapat penyakit in my siblings. kalaulah si along and angah pepagi buta dah haccumm haccuumm. yang den rilek jo. but now sakit lain yang datang. and one more, UBAT. grrrrrrrr. kalaulah ada list '3 things you hate most in this world, yes, ubat confirm masuk list. haha
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what I feel , what I wish, what I want :)
•Thursday 28 June 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
Its early in the morning and suddenly i want to tell like a lot of things that i cant express it to other person. which is if this moment came, actually i'm feeling down about something or i dont know, its just hard. haihh. lately bila dah masuk part 3, and officially as i'm already in Dungun, alhamdulillah things was just fine here. memang tak dapat nak diungkap dengan kata-kata or whatever again bila my family bagi kereta as my own. i'm so glad to have this understanding family. But lately my heart always not in peace which is i dont know why. maybe i'm thinking too much about my performance for this sem. staying outside is fun with all my girls but part of it, i'm scared that i'm not be able gonna do it. for seriously, i dont wanna let my family plusly my ma down with my grades. so far yes alhamdulillah i'm able to get good score in exam even its not that really flying colours but like my angah said, i've done my all best based on my condition now. i dont know why i'm so glad when she said that. Having Along and Angah , this both of my sister, maybe they didnt know how much i admire them. as fo along, shes have been so tough, facing all of this after abah had gone. seeing her always take care of us, in that strong face, kerja tak kira siang or malam, actually its breaking my heart. same goes to angah. muka pernat balik kerja tu, yes sometimes i just hold my tears back. you know why, because things like that make me lagilah wanna do my best here and i wanna help my family too. adik tau, maybe i'm like so manja nak itu ini dengan you guys, merengek2 or always want more, but i'm sorry, its just me. but i hope that you guys know, i'm doing all my best here. really. As for both of my beloved cousin which is Ain and Fitri. this both people also had encouraged me to do better in life. diorang sangat amazing, always have good result in exam, memang dari kecik my goal selalu nak kalahkan diorang. hehe. diorang dah jadi macam my benchmark. plusly ain yang amek same course as me, then shes gonna continue her degree soon after she got her fastrack, fitri also dengan course dia yang sangat susah tu, i just admire them. My ma, beloved mommy. shes just...AMAZING. really. facing all this times, like 4years without abah, i dont think anyone can do that. how i wish i can be as strong as she is. as for my lil brother, kimi chan, i'm always wanna show him this life is not easy. yes maybe kimi still young well of course hes only 13 now , and maybe hes gonna be a lot stronger than i am since abah left us when he was just 9years old, but whatever it is, i wanna set a good example as his sister. so far alhamdulillah i think he understand well. Now its Abah. this person is super awesome which always be number one in my heart. i cant describe how amazing he is. i just wanna be like him, no matter how much amazing people out there, they cant beat my abah. like seriously. but how i wish you were here and see that adik totally different now abah. dah hilang dah adik yang always lembik, lemah and kuat menangis tu. how i have move on facing this world with sweet smile on my face and doing all that jokes to make everyone happy. but the pain that i got , the situation how i got when i hear that you gone, never gone in my mind. that was a really horror dream for me. but i know abah, adik dah dapat fikir, this is all fate. maybe before this adik tak redha, which im not matchured at that time, but i am now. alhamdulillah... this all incident that happen in my life, people would never understand. no one will do. the pain that i feel and all that stuff. but i am so thankful my family always support me in anything i do. i have more than enough. hmm thats all i think. just do your best, be cute all the time ya ? :D okay then, assalamualaikum
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holiday holiday !
•Wednesday 13 June 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
obviously dah seminggu dah pun class start and baru je nak update pasal apa I buat this whole holiday which is 2months or lebih i guess. hmm . life without bestie is kinna, like urgh jugaklah kan. but i've spend it wisely i think. okay the first thing i do is KERJA. cant believe that im actually working. but wanna know, DUA hari je okay. DUA. hahaha. dekat mana apa semua takpayah cerita lah, kinda my bad stupid dummeh things evah ! then at 4th May i went to Broga Hill with haedar. gosh dekat sana memang cantik okay. naik awal pagi and then enjoy the beautiful scene, waiting for sunrise. its the voomm weh. like so romantic and nice. then at....cant remember the date lah haha. pergi Sunway Lagoon with ma beloved family yaw. punya excited lah aku along and angah nak buat surprise dekat kimi konon. nak kelentong sorang cakap nak pergi air terjun, this side cakap nak pergi PD. haha. but it was funnhh ! masuk2 je terus snap gambar apa semua, memang ramai tajyah cerita because yelah cuti sekolah right. dah puas telan air apa semua, dengan makanan air 100plus yang 2.00 sebotol pun jadi 5.00 sebotol, aiskrim dua scoop yang 2.00 jadi 6.00, kami pun keluaq. then heading to scream park. HAAA yang ini lawak. memang lawak. haha. Aku ni jenis memang love love scary things, cerita hantu tu hadaplah sorang2 takpa, best. then masa masuk scream park ni adik yang lembut ni jugaklah leading nya. and guess what kimi chaan penakut rupanya. duk peluk aku sampai nak terlompat atas badan. haha. yang group along , angah, kak nurul, abg nano and abang separate from us. haa ape lagi menjerit lah bagai. for me scream park tu biase je since i like that kinna all stuff so kinna not big deal to me. heeee then, adventure park. haaa yang ni boleh tahan. dia punya game semua not bad but adelah satu dua game i drag kak nurul sekali pegi dah since semua orang taknak naik. yelah dah bayar mahal2 taknak naik kan. pastu ade jugak haiwan2 best, then i meet my croco ! wahah malas pulak nak letak picture banyak2 sebab lembaaaaappsss. hehe. haa then ade jambatan gantung tu kan ? thats not cool man, not cool. benci weh benciiii. rasa macam nak menangis, yelah orang gayat kan. haaah. memang merangkak yolah kojo den haha. then im babysitting apan ! ohh this demok memang superb comel. sampai termimpi mimpi bila dah balik haha. makan kuat, tidur kuat, kencing kuat, main kuat . haihhh. bersengkang mata mashu jaga apaan mok ;p the rest cuti ? makan minum tidur ehem ehem jelah. just spend the day with the loved ones kan. now im back in Dungung. serious tak best. but. dah malas nak cakap pasal Dungun. okaylah thats all i think. bubye :D
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Fashionista !
•Friday 27 April 2012
Assalamualaikum my dear lovely dearest friends, family and all all lah hehe. bersyukur ke hadrat illahi masih diberi peluang untuk meneruskan perjuangan di muka bumi ini. topik kita hari ini adalah fashion ye anak-anak. haha. actually myself ni takdelah hot sentap sangat nak pakai all that branded stuff apa semua. hehe. asalkan comfortable and gorgeous is enough for me.
Type of style that i like is variaty. ikut mood on that day. if rasa macam nak feminine, feminine lah dia. if nak rock da baby, rock da baby lah dia haha. but mostly stall yang jadi my attention selalunya Padini, Roxy, Vincci, Cotton On, Kitschen, and bla bla bla. so lets check it outtt :)
Maaflah if muka over excited sebab thats just me, suka gelak. haha. and tak berapa reti nak amek gamba muka model yang masam tapi hot tuu. haha. this feminine style i love it sebab yelah, i'm a girl right, with all the accessories, pashmina. just love it muchie muchie :D
Both dekat atas ni kire macam yang i selalu pakailah if nak hangout, sarung jacket or cardigen, colourful shawl. i love this kind of style because its simple but nice heehe :)
Dress. hmm actually jarang pakai cmni . unless if ada event besar like dinner, or hangout dekat taman ke, sebab nama pun dress. i pulak jenis nak pergi everywhere memang selalu guna public transport. so payah laa sikit. heheh
Okay ! i think thats enough. for me kita yang pakai tudung ni pun can look gorgeous right. even myself sendiri baru lagi into all this things but i know people deserves second chances right. faham faham lah sendiri. so lets us be hotties and live your life happily. have a good day and assalamualaikum :)
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Let us gossip2 :D
•Thursday 5 April 2012
HAHA
actually takde big topic for this entry. guess what . now i'm alone dekat mcd while everyone was with ramai2 and so so sooo whateverrrrr. haha. like i care weh (even act i am) haha. kejap kejap. lately ramai pulak dok usha my blog. haha . nak perasan sikeeettt. even tough nothing interesting in here just wanna saayy thankss yaww. love you guys muchie muchie. hikhik nmpak tak si tembam ni ? haha. name saye Arfaaann. hes soo duper duper cutee dohh ! so tembam which bila jumpa dia mesti rasa macam gila nak gigit kot ! haha. but for serious hes cute weehh tak tipu. ini perempuan nama dia Putri Noor Tiara bt Che Yeo Megat. nama gila nak panjang weh, hahaha. forr now, shes the most my closest frend in Uitm Dungun. pergi mana2 mmg berdua je. cukup if i say bila one of us not together orang tanya lah. haha. si Ara ni i panggil HIPPO. haha which she calls me MOO. entahlah out of sudden that cute name datang. dia ni manja actually but if with me i said dont be manja manja with me okay because in family i pun adik and manja . so thats why i selalu tak layan. haha. shes nice, always laugh with me and her behave boleh buat aku gelak lah. i love to gossiping and i didnt fake when i'm with her. btw love u so muchie hippo. muah muah laa wa kasi lu haha. Okay okay. now i wanna merepek. i think a lot had happened to myself. i mean the new me ni. which i dont expect. si fatihah sekarang a lot stronger. oke for example like if before ade problem je i love to cry like non stop okay. like really. like a real baby just born ! and then banyaklah benda tak elok i will try to reduce my stress by having fun. which is sangat teruk and i will never mention it. but but but now kan if ade prob i dah pandai cari al-quran, berzikir, or find myself a way to reduce it. and mostly i will just cry slowly when selesai solat, the moment we berdoa to Allah. at that time. bukannya i want to be proud or what, its just i dnt expect i can be much better :) okay now lets story pasal job. haritu i kerja for just two days. dekat one of this fast food lah. which like serious i give up. okayla i admit i mmg tak reti nak buat all that stuff. mane biase. yelah, dulu maid ada, driver ada, abah ada. i dont need all that. but we know future changes right. but whatever it is i remember my frens Putri Noor Tiara (hippo gemok ) told me that, atleast u try babe than nothing. i love that . thanks rara ! heheh Hmm for serious i miss my perform moment. like gila2 kot. yelah, thats my dream, i even dreaming aout to make concert tribute to all Brunooos song one day. but idk, that dreams seems to be just like a real dream at night. huh, i just dont know. just hope theres still a chance for me to do it :) For now cuti sem dua bulan weh dua bulan. what am i gonna do. i think just stay at home with my family and spend time with them, thats more better way to do. kerja ni merepek je (aiceh adahal kerja jugak) haha. kidding. hey siapa suka reading ? no one ke weh ? ohmaigodd i love reading haha. its just an excitement weh. whatever it is lah happened in your life, or what u love, just face it weh. dont care about others. amal ibadah tu penting untuk bekalan akhirat. nak have fun boleh, tak salah pun but got the correct way to do it proper right. i love this saying because it reminds myself too. okay i think nothing more to merepek about haha. see you guys soon. Assalamualaikum :) |
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Assalamualaikum :)
•Tuesday 13 March 2012
Hye there :) this picture just intro sikit for myself in 2012 since rasa macam dah lama gila tak update. haha. sorrylah, kinna busy right now. plusly i dah online dekat phone so bile2 dapat cekau broadband barulah dapat online and update blog :) Syukur alhamdulillah dengan nikmat yang Allah bagi kepadaku untuk terus berbakti kepadanya. just wanna share, everybody can change maybe some of it into a better person or maybe worse. this thigs happen to me, both of it. to da worse, and to da better. for now alhamdulillah to the better. remember, Allah sentiasa bagi peluang dekat semua hambanya tidak kira tempat dan waktu. Rasanya tidak perlulah i story all of the incident that makes me wanna change but seriously, we dont know what will happen to us in future. add up skrg bnyaklah sangat kes manusia meninggal dalam cara yg sangat aib, which it brings me a lot of trauma since i've done a lot of bad things before. the moment you cry on what u did before, ask to Allah to forgive you, its just a sad moment. really. but manusia, siapa yg tak buat silap right, everyone did. for me, its sokay to make mistake, then you ask for forgiveness. and remember, no matter how much that person had change, they can never be PERFECT :) When i think it over, theres so much stupid mistakes that i have done. every moment i teringat, just said Astaghfirullah.... but Alhamdulillah most of family and friends still support me. but also got some of them give a negative impression which i dont care bout them, mati nanti bukannya aku sama kubur dengan kau right. but in this year i think kind of banyak ujian i have to get through. losing friends, or a friend that i trust is the most pain. but Allah itu Maha Berkuasa, i know one day theres a hikmah for this. maybe for now that oerson is not a good example to me. and guess what? i still have to move on life ! One more thing, i wanna make myself straight about no more 'seseorang' in my life. i think that thing did not bring any benefit to me for now. now, i just have to concentrate on my study and do the best. Insyaallah, i hope along all of my way, i;m gonna make it. i also hope my faith to Allah will never end. i;ve been so thankful to get this miracle and i hope that friend can change into someone that i know in da first place. Okay guys, i think thats all. Insyaallah i'll always pray to all of my family, friends, relative and all all lah. hehe. May Allah always bless all of you. have a nice day and keep faith. Assalamualaikum :) |
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